Sometimes I wonder if I’m just that stupid waiting for you when I don’t know for a fact that you will eventually be mine. Other times I just remember how much I love you and that id wait as long as it took for you to come back to me because you’re so worth it. I just wish I really knew.
Everything about today sucks and i plan to get so fucked up that i can barely walk. Ill never forget your smell, the way your hand fit in mine, or the way your smile lit up my world. but for a couple hours i can forget what this day should mean. I can forget the fact you’re not mine anymore. I can forget that i fucked up for just one night..
There’s nothing worse than giving everything you have and still getting told you’re not good enough.